My Prayers

Had a long chat with pork ribs just now, was a really meaningful conversation. But the highlight was her current relationship with her boyfriend. It is very ironic for me to talk about this because I like her alot. While I was praying to god, I somehow got inspired to know the true meaning of love. If you love someone, you would want that person to be happy, I want my pork ribs to be happy too.

Pork Rib's boyfriend aint that bad either, he has done alot of things than a 19 year old me do not have the ability to do so, this is what i really regretted. He helped pork ribs in her driving tests, helped her family during difficulties, staying faithful to her all these long and loving her so much. I guess i could only do so little yet he is able to do so much. I am small.

I even included in my prayers to bless her boyfriend to be more understanding and to have a better temper and to ble able to cherish her more. Most importantly do not be complacent at all times. Am I really silly? No, I want her to be happy and I think He is not a bad guy afterall, although I know he hates me alot.

I had did what i can do pork ribs, I had reached my maximum capacity for the current moment. Heart-broken is inevitable but perhaps God has another path for me to go.

I will miss my pork ribs. :)

It will never be the same again.

Things will change gradually.

Lancaster praised Jesus at 3:02 AM