Thursday, December 28, 2006

Do you know how to mend a broken heart?

I really what to write about although I really want to write something.

All I want to write is about you.

Is it so difficult to write?

I don't like it when you surprises me. ( I may get stroke or heart attack the next time :) )

What I have now for you is implicit love.

When I am something more significant, I definately gonna go for you.

Just see and wait.

Desire is burining, Ice is melting.

You do not know how much I cherish you.

*I hate "james" by the way.


Lancaster praised Jesus at 4:38 AM

Wednesday, December 27, 2006

Death Note 2: The Last Note

Went to watch Death Note 2: The Last Name this evening and I is a good show man!

Just to warn all of you.

I will be Blogging about the story plot, and so those who do not want to know please leave my blog now.

Those not interested, are you done?

Alright, below are for those who are interested.






















There are a few scenes which I did not expected. Like Light being killed by his shinigami, Misa is still alive, L Died after exposing Light. Takada (the third kira), she is gorgeous but she still died in the show.

Went to check out Misa Yamane's Real name and her name is Erika Toda. She is now my idol!


Lancaster praised Jesus at 1:23 AM


Death Note 2: The Last Note

Went to watch Death Note 2: The Last Name this evening and I is a good show man!

Just to warn all of you.

I will be Blogging about the story plot, and so those who do not want to know please leave my blog now.

Those not interested, are you done?

Alright, below are for those who are interested.






















There are a few scenes which I did not expected. Like Light being killed by his shinigami, Misa is still alive, L Died after exposing Light. Takada (the third kira), she is gorgeous but she still died in the show.

Went to check out Misa Yamane's Real name and her name is Erika Toda. She is now my idol!


Lancaster praised Jesus at 1:23 AM

Sunday, December 24, 2006






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Saturday, December 23, 2006

WHAT A DAY!

Deborah bet with me 10 bucks that I could not wake up and meet her at 10.30am at her house and she was right I could not wake up, I guess I was still in dreamland at that point of time. But nevertheless, went to have lunch with her at KFC at tiong bahru. Then we went to town to take a stroll. We saw Paul twohill, my church friends and johanna and merlisa (they are taking photos of themselves at far east basement, and didint notice I was staring at them until I call Johanna).
After the stroll right, we went to eat KFC again, this time we tried the WOW meal (not world of warcraft) but its a meal whereby it cost $5.50 and you get a cup of small pepsi, 1 piece chicken,1 mini pop corn chicken and a colonel burger. So I took all the carbs and fats and those healthy one she ate it. Haha. This is our protocol. After that, she left and I went to meet Stewart, Wei Siang and Suquan, we went to Suntec City to eat but I didint eat because I was too full. Then took bus 14 to bedok and change 17 back to pasir ris (needa make full use of my bus concession).

I am quite sad that I am unable to attend tml church's christmas service because I have a wedding to attend at meritus hotel. Ok, I look foward to the shark's fin, roasted pork skin and the Cold Plate. Haha....but anyway, my church group will be having caroling on sunday and I will be very fun!

However, I have quite a bad encounter today. Its about me getting some money back from a friend. The amount is quite alright $24, I know I Know its a small amount, but that guy promised to pay me back a few days later (I lend him on monday) and its friday today already. The thing that I am unhappy about is the promise that guy gave me and its my principle that I dislike such actions, and that guy has the ability to pay back to me and I don't understand whats so difficult. I gave him until today (friday) and I tried to sms him and call him and he did not reply to me any of this. I asked wei siang to call him and he did not pick up on the spot. But my this friend called wei siang back but did not call me back. I just don't understand why he wants to avoid me. we are in the same school and also stays very near each other, I feel your actions were not appropriate. I tried to be as friendly as I can to get back the money like I send him sms like "Hey brother, are you able to pay me back tml? :)" I still added the smile behind, does this sms looks threatening? Wow, the more I think of it the more angry I am. At least tell me lar, don't just hide in the dark. Furthermore, I gonna see you on sunday for soccer, and if you see my this post, you needa think through how u gonna explain to me all these.

God, I need your help to remove all these anger in me because I know it will not do me anygood but still I am unable to control this frustrations. Please, help me!


Lancaster praised Jesus at 12:18 AM

Friday, December 22, 2006

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I read my friend's blog www.itsdeobrah.blogspot.com and found that she is talking about an inconsiderate fat ass bitch.

Let me tell you more about that bitch.

That bitch ah, I though people ugly, his character will be nice but it turns out to be both are like shit.

This person ah, when doing project work, she will change all the other group members work into her own style, in the end, she claims that she put in the most effort (I agree with her, because she does everything). But project work is all about group work and let me tell you , this lady would not survive in the working world she is too self centered.

Let me share with you something, I did my Intertional Business ICA 1 in 2 hours and I should get an A whereas that lady did her International Business for 2 Nights without sleeping, and then keep saying she put in alot of effort, more than like unnecessary effort.

Aiyo, go and think about it lar fat ass bitch. Just to remind you guys, she is ugly. She has an extrememly huge ass which can be compared to a size 10 ball.

Although deborah's part may not be the excellent, but she only needs 2 hours to do it and not 2 nights.


Lancaster praised Jesus at 12:44 AM

Tuesday, December 19, 2006

The long awaited break is here!

Got so much things to blog about.





So happy that WhokilledSanta2 has finished and I enjoyed myself being in the cast. The funny part is that my name in the game is also known as Lancaster, so when they played the credits, my name was like "lancaster//lancaster". Haha, glad that my tp guys got new contacts coming in and that is good! I will continue to pray for that to keep on happening!

Went to service on saturday and pastor jeff was inspiring in telling us about walking with wise men!

What did i do on sunday? I slept most probably.




Lancaster praised Jesus at 5:02 AM

Wednesday, December 13, 2006

..................

I went to watch a movie eragon with jefferson at the cathay, nice movie and it lifted my spirits after a test intense week.

I though I got the best interest for you, nevertheless I was incompetent. I was not able to achieve our goals and targets. I know you are sad, very very sad too, but do you know on my side, I am also very sad when you scolded me, I felt so naked and pride is nomore in my dictio nary. I felt so useless and so unworthy. I know i did wrong but what I ask for is your forgiveness.

You said now the one who you hate most in school is me.

You don't wanna eat or meet up with me anymore.

All communications stopped.

Is this the end?

I don't know, I just hope you forgive me.

Thats my only light.


Lancaster praised Jesus at 8:54 PM


...

What even if I had proved to you that I truly love you, it doesn't matter anymore.

It take 6 months to build it, but 6 seconds to destroy everything.

Sigh


Lancaster praised Jesus at 12:42 AM

Sunday, December 10, 2006

I want more of you god!

I looked back and I recalled that I converted to a christian on September 15th. Praise the lord for him accompanying me in my journey as a new believer and 5 more days, it would be 3 months! I am so happy lord to have you in my life, I don't know how to explain the feeling, but you made me a greater person in life.

3 months after conversion, I feel a greater faith in my life, I want god to enter everything in my life, I wanna be led by the holy spirit.

I am so convicted of my belieft now and I believe that god had planned out everything for me.

Many years back, I was quite sad I got into my second choice secondary school which is loyang secondary but it was there where I got to know Wei Siang who brought me to know god. Wow, I am really so convicted god is great and amazing and he is always right!

I finally found something so wonderful that I really enjoy doing.

I LOVE YOU GOD!


Lancaster praised Jesus at 2:41 AM

Saturday, December 09, 2006

A summary of last week!

Last week has been a busy week for me with so many activities and ica to complete, woah praise god for going it through with me!

Monday

Played Soccer with jinyong, chalven,qamarul,ameer at st wilfred sports complex, we were playing futsal soccer against 2 other teams in a league style. We had fun but the only drawback was that qamarul got injuired while trying to get back the ball from another guy. The way this guy play soccer is so funny lar, he though he was playing champions league final sia, so agressive and serious whereas the rest of us are in casual mood. After my soccer, I went to attend my caregroup's sowers meeting and I learnt alot really from my auntie xueting but I am already going to die because i am so tired lah. After that, we went to eat prata and my whole person got energize up and i ate 1 plate of nasi goreng adding more rice + 1 egg prata + 1 ice tea and I took the bus back home with suquan from tampines.

Tuesday

Not feeling well that day so did not attend school.

Wednesday

I had an ICA on wednesday and I was late by 10 minutes but praise lord that I am still able to do well in my e quizes. Haha, after school I went out with deborah to get some sushi from her friend and then I went alone to the starbucks at the cathay to study my consumer banking ica the next day. I took a short time to study all and I did really study all k. About 5pm I left the place and went to fort canning park for the dry run of the event whokilledsanta organised by my church. Haha, cool right!

Thursday

Did my consumer banking ica and I am confident I would do well because i worked hard plus i got the blessing from god too! I pray before I enter the test hall. After school , I went home straight away and slept like no body business until the next morning. Haha

Friday

Woked up in the morning to go to school to collect the sbm club election box. Then proceeded to Mr Fuan's office to count the votes and please don't ask me for the result because when the time is right, i will annouce it out! haha, went to wks2 later on and came home at about 3am. But its worth it really because i learnt alot of stuffs and everything was great! Hee

Saturday

Haven start yet, will update soon.........


Lancaster praised Jesus at 3:42 AM

Sunday, December 03, 2006

I can't sleep on a saturday night!

Service today was great!

I sang two of my favourite songs during praise and worship.

Worship is still my favourite segment because I felt the presence of the holy spirit.

It was priscilla's birthday today and happy 18th birthday!

Whokilledsanta also coming round the corner...

Got a call from someone name esther informing me that nel (my shepard's sherpard's shepard) nominated me for a emcee job for hope christmas countdown event and xueting (my shepard's shepard) agreeing to it too!

Wow, praise god for giving me such an opportunity to gain such exposure and to do something for god.

I heard from wei siang new believers hardly get chances like I do!

It a really amazing thing u know!

I will cherish it!

I will.

Christians do get angry too but do not sin in anger.

Was really angry when a friend of mine labelled me a childish person.

I thought he was someone who I can joke with, but it was otherwise.

I joked with him and he said I am childish.

I tolerated with all your criticism to my new handphone

I tolerated with all your criticism towards my leadership style (I told him I need to attend a meeting then he told me back that if I had better delegated my job I wouldn't have needed to go for any meeting and thats his style, I was like .........)

U called me Pui (means fat in dialet) rather than my name.

I was not angry until I knew you can't take jokes.

Don't joke next time then if you can't receive back!

This is my only channel of anger frustrating.

Haha

I hope you do change your attitude brother, because you are a nice guy but just with this point I dislike.


Lancaster praised Jesus at 6:42 AM

Friday, December 01, 2006

END

I HAVE NO MOOD TO BLOG


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