I've found a friend who died for me, his name is JESUS.

Woah, time seems to pass very fast as I had also stepped down as the president of the SBM CLUB.

Still remember vividly in my mind the interview I went in order to get into the club. It was then the president kelisa and the publicity head sunny interviewing me. Got a relief call a few days later from kelisa as she told me I was selected and I was like so happy!

It was fun to be in the club and really got to know alot other sub coms members and we have had alot of fun going through camps and also doing events.

I remember that my first event is to plan a trip to a old folks home and we went Ren Ci Hospital at novena to spread the joy of the lunar new year!

Later on, was being voted by my peers to lead the club and 1 year just went off without waiting for me!

Below is a picture of me giving a speech on the handover to the rest of the club. Good memories!

I dunno whats the matter with you these days.

Perhaps I should not have even try to call you at night.

Because I get responses that I don't like to hear.

I swear I won't call you anymore.

Did you remember who is the one who listens patiently at the other end while you say out your revision notes.

10 things I do cannot compare to one sentence he say presently.

You don't even bother at all.

Someone please hear mine outcry!

I created this!

Cool yeah!

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Do you know how bad it could be when you are feeling so low that you still need to continue to do your project in the wee hours of the morning?

*You never even replied back to my last msg, so angry!

Mr Lancaster Lee, I have a few questions to ask you. Hope you enlighten me.

1) Why are you so angry and frustrated when you know she went clubbing?
2) Why are you so angry and frustrated when you know she went out with another guy?
3) Why are you able to tolerate in your heart all these?

I hope you can answer me, because i have no answer to those.

I have really been kind of frustrated over these questions. She would also not take any initiative to console or give me comfort because she just don't see the need too. Because she have her right to have her male friends. But apparently, its a guy thing that I feel that those guys are preying her. She would never listen to me. I really hope you do mean what you said by being here for me all the time, as I had been here for you all the time. Sometimes, I just feel my emotions are so naked that I am so easily hurt. But I recover fast.

God has been the medicine to my wounds all the time. I tell you, he is a really powerful. I was hurt the past few times and I just pray to him in tongues and keep on until I feel better emotionally. I thought of telling her how I feel but in the end, I would lose the arguement, although my friends know that I am a good debater, women always have the upper hand. And neither could I speak to my paretns or cousins or nephews. The only road is God. I thank you God for helping me time and time again.

Perhaps, God is making a point to me that maybe she is not the one that he had chosen for me in my life. Because God had send so many guys to her side, pursposely making me miserable. I think I got God's point finally. I can eliminate one, but I don't want to spend my life eliminating.

This could be one of the lowest point in my year 2007, but with God, I gonna get through this.

*I may keep quiet, but you just do not know how painful I am behind this big guy here.

I am not refering to punggol nasi lemak but their HDB flats. Their flats are even nicer than sengkang. I took a bus home from punggol to pasir ris and so went sight seeing at their HDB flats. I like the whole environment as it looks very quiet and high end. That estate is now my choice for my future home. My parents will be staying in pasir ris, quite near lar. Exit TPE reach liao.

My relatives keep saying I look like my younger nephew. I think comparable only in size (propotional). Went to granddad house, and he is playing some cartoon trading cards alone on the sofa, see how he entertains himself. Whereas I lie on the sofa.

Haven been blogging for the past 2 weeks, its not that I have no inspiration or what, its just that I am plain lazy to log onto blogger.

Spend the first night of the new year sleeping in a playing at Hougang, what a nice incident to start a new year. But, I had my church brothers to accompany me and it became a good session for bonding up. Reached home around 6.30am and had to be attend DMM at 1pm. As usual, I was late for that but I did not regret going for it because we discuss alot of core issues regarding caregroup and also got a very interesting teaching from Pei Xin.

School reopened unfortunately and worst is that, I fell sick on thursday and Doctor gave me MC for two days!

Service on Saturday was really great! I finally managed to break the duck by bringing one visitor to service. Its like being a striker and finally scoring a goal after half of the season had went pass. It is carina, I am so excited that you came and listen to what our church has for you! I would just want to pray to God to bless me with the opportunity to bring more pre-believers to church because this is what I really want. So I had created a chart to determine how many visitors I had brought to church for the year 2007.

Chart
1) Carina - Primary School Friend

I hope this chart will grow even further!

God, you has once again proven to me that you are the most powerful and wise. I just want you to keep growing in me and may I have the opportunity to serve you even more in the future.

God already gave me another opportunity, Alvin Timonthy has called me to tell me that we are pairing to host the opening ceremony for the Poly DI camp. Woah, surely I won't give it a miss and I promised him on the spot that I take it up!

Lastly, I wanna pray that God, u would bless me in my Quality Management ICA 1 Project later!

Amen.