I've found a friend who died for me, his name is JESUS.

Been really busy for the past two weeks, mostly involvement in army. Nevertheless, tough time won't last and I learned that as long as you endure it, you will become stronger compared to the past. For example; there is stock taking in my camp and we had to complete many tasks in a short amount of time and we did it. You know, God never fails to be by my side to help me.

Attended CLC2 this afternoon and the course did refreshed me on the hows and why of being a care leader and also helping us to think deeper into our roles as a CL. Most important thing I learn is that I am responsible for my own spiritual growth and I need to grow so that I can feed my sheep and therefore I have to be discipline and strict about it.

After that went for service and the praise and worship and again never disappointing as I enjoyed it very much especially having the chance to praise and thank God for the things he blessed and planned for me.

After service I had leader's meet hold my colin involving the ns and sp leaders whereby he challenge us again for the church's vision and also for us to impact our group. I feel that there are so many things I haven't tried to do as a care leader and I really want to complete my long list of wish list to do as a care leader.

After the meet wei siang and I went to carrefour and we brought durian because it only cost $1 per box (those Styrofoam those kind), and thank God, those are not lousy and they are delicious. I brought them home and shared with my dad, I felt a sense of achievement as I shared this delicious dish with my dad and i can see the joy in his face. This can also apply to our relationship with our leaders. We should not only wait for our leaders to take initiative but before they do, we can also share their burden by taking initiative too and also constantly pray for them!

I watched the dark knight recently, and I am in awe of the joker. The actor is simply outstanding!

Just as I though that my life is going to be peaceful and I will still be striving to do my ministry work dilligently and with faith and courage and commitment. Status quo changes really fast and
I got to know my Dad lost his job due to a complicated issue. I want to thank God for that.

Haha, you must be wondering, how come I thank God for a thing like this?

Because my dad made a mistake 2 years ago, and only until recently whereby the verdict is being given and my dad has to receive his punishment. And I believe its part of God's plan
because if given two years ago i would still be a student and studying and therefore the
impact on me would be much greater compared to me now i can humbly say a stronger self
with God's support in my life that I can take such things positive and even better. In the meanwhile, i am not broding over this issue and not doing anything. In fact I am studying privately how to be a financial advisor and sitting my first exam in august 25th. I have three papers in total. So i can share my dad's burden and support my family.

This is really a unexpected route that I had planned for because I always wanted to be a accountant and not a finacial advisior. Haha, but I believe in God's plan and therefore I will attempt for this route. :)

Spiritually, this didin't affect me at all! Haha, in fact it just made me tougher and better!

Really Thank God. Thank God.