I've found a friend who died for me, his name is JESUS.

Haha, yup its my block leave this week and really thank God for it because of this leave, i was able to attend the leadership camp for tp/np and ns at the sembawang boys and girls brigade campsite and also the team ministry and wam night at nexus on monday. Wow, I think God really has a plan for me and this block leave is not just for me to stay at home and laze around. There are alot of things for me blog but I can't remember everything in one shot so I just blog whatever comes into my mind.

I came to realise that in some areas of my walk with God, I needa improve on it. Like praying in public, I just can't seem to find the correct words to come into my mouth and I want to pray to God that I can improve in this area. I think this is a very important area because praying is the only way that we can communicate with God and sometimes praying in specific helps too and so i really pray that God can give me the skill and technicality of public praying.

I also want to thank God for the spiritual growth that he has blessed me and I will continue to work really hard, work on the teachings I had been taught and pray for God to be more participative in my life too!

I want to praise Kan Yi my sheep for his improvement in his openess. Really, from the day I first saw him until now, he really opens up alot more and I really thank God for this change in him. I really hope that he would also be trained up to be a faithful armor bearer for me and walk with me together in my walk in the lord's kingdom and together enjoy the fruits of it.

I want to thank God for my shepherd raymond. He has always been around to provide me with advises when I really have no solution and I really thank God for him. I would also like to pray for him because he has been working, studying and serving God and his ministry at the same time and so I pray that God can continue to provide him his daily bread and strength to conquer his challenges and make him the controller of his life!

I am looking forward to this holiday because I could really spent more time reading God's word, spend time with my family and relatives, go out and walk walk and relax, outing with my bunk mates for dota and steamboat and just simply resting at home.

Raymond's Birthday Chocolate Fugde Cake.

Ritche, Yi Quan or JobQuan, Raymond and Tobias

Myself, Raymond and Kan Yi

Jeremiah, Colin, Raymond and Terence.

Once again, happy 23th Birthday to my shepherd Raymond and ur older again now! Haha

Why do I say yesterday (today's sunday) is a motivating day is because again for the second only time, I have both of my sheeps (jeremy and kan yi) seating with me by my both side. You can't experience that feeling man, its better than having a girl seating next to you. I am really happy about them coming for service especially jeremy as I had prayed throughout the week for his attendance and God answered my prayer. Thank God! I really hope jeremy would take up the challenge and grow spiritually in God's kingdom and also so that I can enjoy life with him in heaven. Haha.

I think God is really empowering me step by step, increasing my roles in the pastoral side and also in the info counter ministry side. Lord o Lord, I remember making this dangerous prayer about growth and I will still be sticking to my words lord.

As a nsmen, I feel that saturday service is very important for christians because for myself, everyweek i book out of camp, i feel spiritually not that high, because of all the tekaning sessions and tough training and just normally being in camp. Thats why I feel church is my spirit koisk whereby I can go too everyweek to re-fuel my spirit and this is how I can be on fire. Indeed after a good session of praise and worship really delights my heart for God and I do feel joyful and victorious for God too!

I want to pray to God for continue growth for my caregroup and in regards to care group members and for more of them wanting to take up core team roles in the care group lord o lord. As saf has a motto, "every soldier a leader". In God's kingdom,i hope to see "every christian, a life transformer" Amen!

From Left: Donovon, Myself (Lancaster), Jeremy (He looks cool with the camp), Kan yi

Me just practising jingle bell where I had learnt during lesson 3.