I've found a friend who died for me, his name is JESUS.

Now is 7.50pm and i just got home not long ago from camp and later need to return to camp by 10.00pm. Haha. Although its just a short one or two hours time at home, I still want to come home because the feeling of coming home is just so nice and comfortable. Haha.

Before I came home, I went to brought some bread for my mum cause sometimes she may be hungry and I didin't get my favourite egg tart because I was quite full from the dinner I ate in camp.

When i got home, I cast upon a letter with the NTU logo, in my mind I was thinking, is it the letter I have been waiting for so long? The letter that will tell my fate whether I am going in or not going in to NTU. Haha. I opened the letter and read the first paragraph. Haha, it is a bad letter writing format and it struck into my mind that this is a rejection letter. Haha, I still continue to finish reading the letter so as to make sure I didin't miss any details. Haha.

My mum was really right about me, I didin't have much faith to believe that I will get into the local unis. Last year I got rejected by SMU and this year I got rejected by NTU. I always have this mindset that if I cannot get into those, I will just enroll into SIM. But my mum told me that, I should always tell God what I desire and believe in him that I will get what I pray for. Perhaps in this area I really need some faith booster. I want to pray that I would get the same powerful faith that my mum had for God that healed her from her illnesses. God really magnified my weaknesss and like a soap oprea, previewed and showcase one and each of my weaknesses and where I can improve. Altough sometimes its sad and discouraging to see so many of my weaknessess, I came to realise that God is actually helping me to improve them so that I can be even a stronger person in the future.

I will continue to have faith in God and pray for even more faith to move my own mountains!

:)